I spent a long ass time last night writing a journal and i dunno if my half asleep, half drunk ass exited outta it or if the window just closed itself out, but im a bit upset. It was a really long, deep jornal. ::sigh:: maybe ill rewrite it tonight or somethin. Or maybe it just wasn't meant to be and i'm better off not posting it. I do kinda feel better bout the topic of it now that ive written it all out at least.